Dear Me 2nd

Dear me,
This morning is....different. There is change.
I can sense it, feel it.I'm awake. For the first time in a long time, I feel completely and undeniably wide awake.For once, i don't regret the day before it begins. I welcome the day... because i know... i will see her again.For the first time in a long time, I feel good.

Dear Me

Dear Me,
I couldn't be more wrong, i thought i could smile and nod my way through it, pretend that all might be okay.I had a plan, i wanted to change who i was, create a life of someone new, someone without the past,without the pain,someone alive.But its not that easy, the bad thing stay with u, they follow u. and u can't escape them as much you want to. All u can do is be ready for the good. So when it comes u invited it in, because u need it.
"I need it."